It began with a whisper.
This morning, while listening to soft worship music and letting the house settle, I opened YouTube to find one of my Worship Playlists. Instead, a different kind of message found me. An audiobook on “How to Control Your Mind” popped up. I let it play. And as it drifted in the background, a familiar phrase reached out and touched something deep within me:
“Every day, in every way, I AM getting better and better.”
I had heard it before, years ago. It sounded like an old friend returning. A soft knock on the door of my spirit. I didn’t ignore it. I wrote it. I repeated it. I placed it in visible spots around me. I let it settle into my being.
I paused my 9–5 work, sat on my veranda and I let the sun warm my skin. That’s when the nagging feeling returned. A knowing: I’m not stretching myself enough. I felt that gentle but firm nudge from Spirit, the Ruach, saying, “There’s more. There’s always been more.”
As if guided, I sat quietly on my bed. In stillness. Not scrolling, not talking, just listening.
That’s when the downloads began.
An article about leveraging my talents showed up. Not in a loud, flashy way — but like a seed placed gently into open soil. Within an hour, I moved. I researched. I acted. I posted on Instagram @gina9281 and Tiktok. I stopped hiding behind perfection and fear. I took my voice and shared it — poll and all.
It all happened fast.
But it wasn’t rushed.
It was Spirit-led.
This post, these words are the fruit of that moment.
But that wasn’t all God had in store for me today.
Earlier this week, Jehovah El Shaddai-The God Almighty came through for me in a big way, not in theory, but in physical, tangible form. A man I’d only just met while buying noodles on a community W/App group ended up being the exact person who would fix Isaiah’s laptop. The laptop had crashed a few days before. Who could have known that God would hide a divine IT appointment in a noodle vendor?
But God knew, as He always does.
And last week, when my children and I were struggling for over a month with our gate, another friend, unasked, unpressured, arrived with tools, the wheels, and the willingness to help. No strings. Just a good heart.
These people were strategically placed. I didn’t ask. I didn’t plan.  I didn’t have to. They were sent… In Time. In Divine Timing.
For years, I was the giver. I poured and poured, never truly expecting to receive. But now, I sense something different.
Spirit is turning the tide.
I hear God saying, “It’s your turn to receive.”
I acknowledge the God Almighty. I thank Him. I see His hand moving.
So yes, every day, in every way, I AM getting better and better, by God’s grace.
More than that…
I AM remembering who I am.
I AM realigning with why I am here.
I AM trusting God to bring the right people, the right answers, the right timing. In divine timing.
And I AM finally allowing myself to receive the harvest for all the silent seeds I sowed in secret.
To anyone who’s reading this, who feels the tug in their spirit; that feeling that “there’s more”, I pray that you will lean in. Be still. Let your Ruach-the Whisper of God speak.
Because when it does, you’ll find that God has been speaking all along. You just needed a little silence…
…and a mantra to remember.
Reflection:
Take a moment. Sit in stillness, even for a few minutes.
Ask yourself honestly:
đź’ Am I stretching myself in the way I know I should be?
💠Is there a whisper I’ve been ignoring? A nudge I’ve been postponing?
đź’ Is there a mantra, thought, or word I would I like to reintroduce into my life, something that feels like an old friend returning?
Write it down. Stick it on your mirror. Repeat it until your spirit stirs.
Then gently ask:
✨ “Spirit, what would You have me do next?”
đź’Ś Need someone to talk to?
If this post spoke to your heart or echoed your own walk with God, I warmly invite you to reach out.
You can leave a comment below or email me directly at books@eugenemarillier.com
I’d be honoured to listen, pray with you, or simply hold space for you.
Please note: I respond personally when I can, but even if I can’t reply immediately, I’m holding space and praying for those who reach out. 🕊️
🌸Coming Soon: My Vow of Silence – A Spiritual Journal
I’m humbled to share that a journal is on the way.
It’s called My Vow of Silence — a 40-day journey of spiritual stillness, healing, and holy reconnection.
It’s designed to help you sit with God, hear more clearly, and return home to yourself.
Stay close. It’s nearly ready. 🕊️✨
With love always,
Eugene Marillier 🕊️🌿
